Thoughts wondering my head!

I am feeling pretty blah today. I don't know where to even begin. There is so much going on in my head right now it hurts. But if I wrote it all it would be pages and I would get lost in the writing. So I guess I will just write a few thoughts for today and more later.

School:

I don't know if I am just tired, or if school is getting on my nervous. I say to myself every semester that I am going to be organized, going to get my stuff done and not wait till the last minute to do everything, have time to sleep, read the stuff I need to read, but it never fails I always get behind and have to stay up all hours of the night writing stupid papers, working on projects, etc.. I don't get it why can't I just focus on school. I am taking course that are suppose to be what I am going to school for and I don't understand what is being taught. It is like I can not retain the information. I hear it in lecture or lab but then when it comes time to take the test or quiz I bam it. I am struggle in two of my classes that if I don't do better on the next exams or papers who know what grade I may get. I just want to be able to know the stuff I am being taught. I hate that I can not do well on the test, especially in an easy class like HR.

to be continued. . . .